It's All Happening,

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.

Hope you find out what you want, I already know what I am.

And if it makes you less sad, we’ll start talking again.

You can tell me how vile I already know that I am.

I’ll grow old, start acting my age

I’ll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.

A crown of gold, a heart that’s harder than stone

And it hurts a whole lot, but it’s missed when it’s gone.

Call me a safe bet. I’m betting I’m not.